walking on sunshine.

Life isn't fair for the people who care
Stick your nose in the air and that's how you go far
So go tell your lovers
Your fathers, your brothers
Your sisters, your mothers
How lucky they are

Light Speed, out of my mind
I'm hurt, but I'll be fine
Put your fist in the air
Raise Your voice and declare
Singing we don't care (We don't care )
We don't care (We don't care )

So don't pretend you hate us when you sing along
Cos we all look the same in dark

McFly!

Thursday, May 04, 2006

hi im here to share with all sqdms my horrifying interview experience.
you see, in the very first place, shiing and i had our interview very close to each other. we were both very nervous. somehow, she was not when she went in... then i was a bit nervous... then, while we were trying to calm ourselves down, i was suddenly left all alone... waiting...
so while waiting, i watched the people painting the horrible paint to the sch building. then, i felt so worried for them in case they fell and i, too, became nervous. that was how i walked into the interview room. to add on to that, the councillors that interviewed me were so intimidating!
i was asked an ambiguous question at the beginning- please introduce yourself... then i thought it was a trick qn, then started crapping... then the councillors sort of knew that i was nervous so she said "would you like to calm down?" i said yes then kept silent for a while. they asked me a question then i stoned for a few seconds cos my heart was pounding so hard i could hear it. if i spoke, i would have died... so it was a vicious cycle... whatever they asked, i answered nervously, obviously not very confidently, so i think i screwed it up...
in the end, one crap interview that ended crappily.
so then i came out nervously and ran down to the eng department. there, the teachers were waiting for me! so apparently they went for a break for the time being... my heart was pumping so much blood for my adreneline rush, that i could hardly see, walk or talk. to add on to the near-death experience, i saw not one, but three maams! so intimidating! so then got teased by mr lim... that was fine, but during the interview with the tchers i gave a stupid answer to a normal qn until i felt so depressed i wanted to start painting the school and jump to my death after that.
after my short description, you might already have guessed that i flunked it. you're right. so i shall make do with wearing hongzi for the rest of my ny life...

so there. a short description of my near-death first interview. if i were fat i would have had a heart attack and died.

in fact, i still have to breathe deeply now because of the disfunction of my respiration system a few hours before. it took many hours to recover to normal after my bath. so goodbye sleeves and hello asthma! :)

i want to thank jiawen for being there for me, to hear my rants. i also like to thank juliying for your more than funny posts. you made me laugh when i was going to die. i stayed on to read your jokes. thankyou everyone for having blunt kitchen knives that failed to kill me.

recommendations: don't watch ppl painting before an interview and read the sqd blog if you are feeling depressed. (da chang jin will not help)

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