walking on sunshine.

Life isn't fair for the people who care
Stick your nose in the air and that's how you go far
So go tell your lovers
Your fathers, your brothers
Your sisters, your mothers
How lucky they are

Light Speed, out of my mind
I'm hurt, but I'll be fine
Put your fist in the air
Raise Your voice and declare
Singing we don't care (We don't care )
We don't care (We don't care )

So don't pretend you hate us when you sing along
Cos we all look the same in dark

McFly!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Dear all...

i have finally figured out my future plans and have in detail what i want to do to become what i want to be...
i want to be a gynecologist... a gynecologist is one who specialises in gynecology which is a branch of medical science which deals with health maintenance and diseases of a woman. esp a woman's reproductive organs.

well i have gone through serious thinking about what i want to be to help me choose my subject combinations and since now i know what i want to be, its much easier. we'll talk about that later.

now, i know i have told people and squadmates that i may choose the life of a police but after seriously thinking through, i realised that that was a very naive thinking on my part. i know that to be a police, i need the body stamina there and that is something i dun have. and i am not prepared to commit myself into it. and if i had the body stamina and yet is in NPCC and not some other sports CCA, i would join the Navy. but thats behind me now... so, i will become a gynecologist...

i have thought out very clearly already... to be a doctor, and a gynecologist is to be a doctor, i DO NOT have to take triple science(this is according to my jie's friend Aik Tiong who wants to be a doctor too and he's not taking physics) . i can take double science, chemistry and biology and geog(because i will not take history unless i am trying to kill myself which is not what i am trying to do, and therefore, no history, GEOGRAPHY.) WITHOUT art. but then again, i can still take triple science if i want to which is what i am considering about. i cannot take BSP, because it will take me longer to become a doctor who specialises in gynecology if i were to take BSP.

NOTE: the above paragraph clearly shows how much influence Lim Yin Hwee, my squadmate can have over me.

back to the point. this is my plan for the following 15-20 years of my life... next year, i will choose between triple science and double science, chemistry and biology with geog without art, and later will graduate to go hwa chong, where i will continue with my chemistry and biology... then, i will graduate at the age of 18, and because i'm a girl, i will not have to go NS (unless you are doubting my gender) and can go straight to university. i will go into a medical university and study medicine. after around 4-5 years of studying and MAYBE dating with another doctor-to-be, or something, adding in time for break-ups and crying and time needed to get back on track and so on. then, because its part of the course, i cannot go overseas and study masters straight. i have to become something like an assistant medical practitioner or something for 1-2 years. by then, i'll be like 25-26. if someone wants me to marry him then, i'll consider(provided i must have something for him. because i believe in love, not just marriage.) but marrying him will not change my goal. then, i'll go overseas and study masters... come back another 4-6 years later, by then, i'll be 30++ already.

the red part is in red, because its still highly tentative... please listen to my explanation. in my life, my main goal is to become a specialist in gynecology. however, i want to attain it while im still young. and i can do so without the masters degree. getting the degree will take up another 4-6 or maybe even more years of my young and bright life. and i do not want to only become a gynecologist at the age of like 45? so its still tentative...

back to it, if i get married, (which i have to admit, will mess things up a little) i'll still continue to be a doctor and be a general medical practitioner for long enough before i have enough experience to allow me to specialise in gynecology. but getting married, i'll have to push my plans back a little, considering, i need to put my family together, give birth and such. life later will be difficult, esp during the starting years of my career and family but i will perservere... then, i'll attain my goal when i'm between 30-40 years old.

epilogue:
if later, juliying really opens a clinic/hospital place thats called, "39 women and family clinic cum dental services" or someplace like that, and she really gives me one part of it called the "women's clinic" as she said she would, i will join her. by then, my son/daughter will be ard 12 years old. (considering i give birth at 28) and i'll put my career at second place and family at first and take a backseat by joining juliying's "39 women and family clinic cum dental services"and i might not have much to do there but who cares! i have a doctor as a husband anw(rmb the doctor-to-be boyfriend) , we will get by, (even if ju cheats my money like how she said she would cheat the dentist's money.) and after all i would have made quite alot from the time my career was blooming the best.

*the above was written by Jomain Low when she is 14 years old and 4 months 27 days and 3 hours old(she was born at ard 10.00am on 1st april) and therefore is subject to changes as she grows up. but Jomain Low is quite confident that the main details like her goals and such will not change. however, she cannot predict when she will meet that doctor-to-be and whether they will want to have children or not. it was only added in for dramatic and entertaining purposes.however, if you see Jomain Low as a road sweeper or something, you can ask her, "did you change your goal or just didnt attain it?" and she will gladly answer you after she beats you up. xD though that scenario is highly impossible.*

now, Jomain here would like to thank all that had played a part, whether big or small, in her life and thanks them because they have helped her get a real goal which was attainable. Special thanks and credit on this matter goes to Ms Lim Yin Hwee for disturbing Jomain's determination on going to triple science blindly and made her think clearly about what she wanted to do or to be. Thanks must be said to Ms Ju liying for offering Jomain a place in her "39 women and family clinic cum dental services".

Jomain still doesnt know whether to take triple science of double science.

-Jomain-

39 shared her wisdom @ 1:27 PM